Foul Play

"I swear a lot. Literally, how to quit
eh?"

It's either F*** or Puk****. The tendency of these words come out from my mouth is VERY high. I need help.

A Moment to Kill

Super Girl by Super Junior M
In this video, Unidentified Sophomore.

Posted with no reason. Just fulfilling request. NAH,PUAS?

True Story?

I bet y'all never heard of this. I'm not sure if it's a hoax or some piece of history that got left behind. Still, it is something that I wish have at least shades of truth in it. It would be awesome.


When Apollo Mission Astronaut Neil Armstrong first walked on the moon, he not only gave his famous "one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind" statement but followed it by several remarks, usual com traffic between him, the other astronauts and Mission Control. Just before he re-entered the lander, however, he made the enigmatic remark "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky."

Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet Cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American space programs. Over the years many people questioned Armstrong as to what the "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky" statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled.

On July 5, 1995 (in Tampa Bay, FL) while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26-year-old question to Armstrong. This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had finally died and so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question.

When he was a kid, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend hit a fly ball which landed in the front of his neighbor's bedroom windows. His neighbors were Mr. & Mrs. Gorsky.

As he leaned down to pick up the ball, young Armstrong heard Mrs. Gorsky shouting at Mr. Gorsky, "Oral sex! You want oral sex?! You'll get oral sex when the kid next door walks on the moon!"

Crave For More

I have been fascinate by their dance move. Everytime my MP3 player played this song I would stop at whatever I'm doing or jump off my bed and do the 'Sorry Sorry dance move'. I'm a fan Kim Ryeowook and Kyuhyun because of their voice. But if dance moves to be consider, Eunhyuk' s the best. I always try to copy his move. I'm not a fan of Super Junior before and one of my friend introduce them to me by showing their 'Sorry Sorry MV'.

"Thanx bro.Because of you I'm addicted to Korean
Music Scenes."

No, You're Not

"God is a prankster,He sets the rule.
Look but don't touch.
Touch but don't taste.
Taste, don't swallow.
........He's a sadist."

Devil's Advocate,1997.

There would be a time in life where you ask yourself this question. Does God exist? It's a rational question actually. If you don't have this kind of question swimming in your head there must be something wrong with you. It's either you blindly follow the rule set for you or you don't have the mean to think (too afraid or too stupid). It's an open topic, so bear with me.

Does God exist? One's should ask this question. If it does, is God a male or a female or neither? What does God look like? Is God the same as other statue/idol that we've seen in temples?
Human tries to depict God as human as it can be. With arms and legs, with hair and faces. Have you ever ask yourself why? In my opinion, this is because they want God to be human. They want God to be something they can relate to. Something or someone they can feel the connection with. Have you ever met God personally?

When I was younger, I always picture God as Blue Genie from Aladdin (ouh,how cute) That was ages ago, I imagine of Him playing Ceper against me. As I grow older, my perspective towards theology changes. It does raise an interesting question though.

During last semester break, I met a former schoolmate of mine who've turned into a free thinker. An Atheist.

"What the F*** happen sampai kau jadi camni?"
"Lebih baik macam ni."

I'm not going to coin his name here. I guess it was my fault, 5 years without guidance can take it's toll on someone. In this case, I wasn't there to give him the map, thus he lost. He said that life's too cruel on him. God wasn't there to help him. Prayer brings nothing.*actually quote,non edit*

My God, you've definitely changed. Mana pergi budak bersongkok during high school dulu.
There are others who's less fortunate than you. What makes you better than anyone else?
Life IS cruel. Without the complications, where's the fun of it. Life is not about you finding yourself, it's about creating yourself. It doesn't revolve around you, it's SURROUND you. My friend once told me, don't treat prayer as TASKS but as NEEDS. You need to eat to survive kan? Same as prayer. Catchy kan?

"Look at Muzakkir Syah,talking like he's THAT good."

Yeah, you probably right. I don't have the first class ticket straight to heaven, NO I DON'T. Neither do you. At least what I have is far superior and important-er than you. What I have is experiences. I've met all kind of people from different walk of life. They taught me valuable lessons that I'd treasure on how to cope when you're in difficulties. At least I'm not complaining.

For me God does exist. It's exist in you. Whenever you have doubts in doing things. No matter good or bad, it's your inner conscious. That's God doing His work. It's divine.

How Embarassing

Today's activity was like usual. Played futsal in the evening but there's twist, banyak pula yang nak main. There was a China student who'd like to join us. Instead of playing with us, he'd stand outside the court already wearing futsal shoes. The reason he was outside was OTHERS don't let him play. Mostly MELAYU who doesn't let him play. Bukan seorang,RAMAI.

"Bodoh, takda otak..."
Sumpah tak kelakar, geng-geng kau gelak
sebab they all sama BODOH ngan kau.

Pergh, how could this particular MALAY guy said like that. Sepak bola keluar, student China tu tolong ambilkan dan kau tengking dia? Maybe because dia tak faham so kau beranila. Sometime aku malu nak mengaku yang aku ni MELAYU because of these STUPID PEOPLE yang tak tau hidup berMUHIBAH dan pakai AKAL. Mana semangat 1Malaysia kau? Mana adab kau?

After the game, I haven't seen that China student lagi. Not all Malaysian are like those people. On behalf of others, sorry sesangat.

non-Concern

"It's either you're avoiding or I'm just being paranoid.
Please be neither."