Infinite - Be Mine MV

Infinite - Be Mine

Sekali Lagi

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside of you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like

"Maybe we should be just friends"

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

Shit,I am done.

Hiking

Last weekend,me and a few friends of mine went for a hike at Semenyih. Went by car and arrive around 5.30am. Few of the pictures.

It Happens

"Guys,buckle up."

End of Jan

Recently,I took part in KARNIVAL SUKAN ANAK JOHOR IPTA (KSAJ) 2011 in UKM. I represented my college in futsal. Me and my teammates were confident we would get through to final. Unfortunately,we didn't. We were over confident. Nevertheless,it was an experience that none of us would forget. The final result,

Linton vs UPSI
0-1
Linton vs UKM
1-2
Linton vs UTM(team MAKSUM)
0-3
Linton vs USM
0-1
Linton vs UPM
1-2

Obviously,we were not ready for big tournaments. More practices needed. Made new friends in the process.

Owner kasut ni got skills. I effing adore his skills.
Sorry,no face were shot.

Finally

"Pusing sana,pusing sini.

Dah 21."

Boo Me for Having an Opinion

I'm pretty sure most of you have watched the video by Seksualiti Merdeka. The one by Azwan Ismail “Saya gay, saya okay”. If you haven't,click the title. What is Seksualiti Merdeka? They are a group of people who in charge of It Gets Better In Malaysia project. It Gets Better in Malaysia is a video project about giving hope to young LGBT Malaysians: even though things can be rough during the teenage years, it can get better. This message is targeted at the minority of young Malaysians who are growing up as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT). This project is in response to personal accounts of known suicides and attempted suicides by LGBT teenagers and adults. Okay,copied from the website. Further information just click on the link.

I was surprised. Someone would actually admit that he's gay openly. Especially in this country. Wow,that took guts and a lot of courage. I'm sure that the rest of people would be nice and calmly treating his. Woops,I was wrong.

They were mad. They keep saying "It is blasphemy. May God have mercy on your rotten soul. Hell is your place!!!" It is not surprising. Especially here,in lovable Malaysia. For the record,I'm not gay. I'm not in favor of any sides. What I about to say is just an opinion. I'm giving you a new sense of perspective. Buckle up.

"Kenapa double standard?"

Question you should ask. Why? People come out of their closet and admit that their type of partner are different than yours and you freaked out? Why? I've been reading comments of his video. None of it was constructive. It was full of hatred and violence. He even received a death threat. Wow,that's not nice. Death threat? Come on la,it's not like he's dating your brother. Back to the question.

Most of the comment implying that he's a Muslim. He should not practicing his gay life. It is forbidden in the Islam. Talking in perspective of Islam. Wait hold on. Yes,they were right. Homosexuality is forbidden in Islam. Well,so does not wearing 'tudung.' Tidak menutup aurat juga haram disisi Islam bukan? Kenapa tidak membenci mereka yang tidak menutup aurat sepertimana anda membenci homoseksualiti? Is it because you like what you're seeing so you don't bother to comment on their way of life? Rambut ikal mayang? Leher putih bersih? "As long as I get arouse,there's nothing wrong with that." Ciba*,talam dua muka.

They have been living in the darkness keeping their secret out from the public. The least thing you can do is listen. Why now? Why not before? Those kind of questions should be asked.

Why are you condemning them in society? Being homo doesn't effect them in real life. Interactions between humans are the same. Your neighbour're gays,and you don't invite them for open house? How sad. If the person's practicing homosexuality their whole life from day one till now. Their life are just as normal as ours. How do I know this? I have gay friends,amazingly they are nice. We may have different values,what keeps us bond are the interaction as human to another human. "Then you should go to Hell too. Along with the gays!!!" Ouh,jangan trash talk saya. It's not in your position to send me to Hell.

"Thy shall not kill"

Talking is sense of religion. I'm not good with this but it is just an opinion. In religion,God does not want us to kill in any way or form. By talking trash and condemning these people,you slowly killing them. Not physically but emotionally. Somehow,it going to lead them to do stupid things just to make a point. Even in Islam,Allah ask Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h to lead people with compassion,kindness and not violence. Yes,homosexuality is forbidden in ANY religion but it does not give you tickets to condemn them. Why don't we try to approach them,listen and understand their problems. Rather than trashing them,why don't us give them chances,proving their worth. Giving them advices and guidance. Changes need time.

By the way. Thanx for reading.